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you're not alone anymore.

I know our time together hasn't been very long, but I am so grateful for every second of my life that I've got to spend with you. I'm so incredibly lucky to have someone like you by my side; you make me sane.
At this point in time, I can't imagine my life without you. I don't know how I was making it from day to day before, but I don't want to have to think about it. You have been such a good friend to me, and I think we balance each other out very well with our crackheadedness. Even when we take moments away from each other, I still feel very close to you. I feel like I can tell you anything and you wouldn't hate me for it, and that makes me feel safe. I'm really not good at keeping long-term friendships due to my own self destructive tendencies, and the ones I do have long-term I usually am not myself or open to them.

To find someone like you who accepts me as me makes me feel so good. You are one of the greatest friends I've ever had and I hope that I can provide you with as much strength, love, comfort, and safety that you have provided me with. I owe so much to you and I would do anything I could to make you happy.

I hope that we can continue to be by each other for as long as we can. There is no one in this world that is like you. I love you so so much Remy!!!

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Please, always watch me from close by...!

You... where do I even begin?
To think that we are here now despite my original crackhead thoughts of you being a threat is amazing. I don't think we've ever talked as frequently as we do now, but I know that we talked enough before for me to quickly change my view of you from "threat" to "friend."
I'm still probably just as cr*zy as i was then, just in a different way. For some reason that doesn't stop you from being one of my biggest supports.
You are another person I will probably hold onto desperately if we ever drift too far apart for comfort. You are someone who I hold dearly in my heart and I am so thankful for where we are now.
I only hope that I can be as much of a support for you as you are for me. You are so encouraging. You are a piece of positivity in my life. You are also funnyman mcgee. I am absolutely feral with you.

I don't know what horoscope stars aligned for this kind of fate, but i'm glad. Thank you kimi ga shine.
I will always have your back because you are someone I trust more than others. I literally have your spine.
I would fight for you to the best of my ability in any situation. I hope someday we can see Miku Hatsune and commit arson. Maybe not both at the same time. Baby steps.
ANYWAYS
I love you to the moon!! You mean a lot to me!! Thank you for being my friend and I hope we will continue to be friends til sksksk do us part.

"A star is shining not because it's being showered in light, but because he who emits light is a star."

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Hi Carol I found furry porn in my son’s minecrsft folder what do I do hpleasd reply I’m panickign

Honestly, I wish it was possible for me to go back and find our very very first conversations. I wonder how different they are compared to now?
It's kind of funny to me how we've made it this far. With so many gaps sometimes we feel like strangers. Perhaps that is only me though. Despite that feeling, I desperately cling to you and the memories we share (not that my memory is any good; i've probably forgotten things that you might remember and vice versa). I am kind of glad that you don't think of me as pathetic--or at least you haven't voiced it.
One thing that I think has stayed the same throughout our friendship is the stupid amount of time I spend wondering what you are thinking. Even if we haven't talked for a bit, my crackhead self worries that maybe you really dislike me or that you look down on me or something dumb. I really really don't know how you have put up with me during the times I talk to you.
I want to talk to you a lot. I've told you this, so you already know. Another constant I find in our friendship is how often I've probably thought or said that I miss you. Thankfully, it isn't as obsessive as it was when we first talked I think.
bfhjdsnkfjd just now I thought "wow what if jun thinks this is stupid." I'll keep writing though, even if it doesn't make sense.
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I want to talk to you!!!! But I don't know how anymore!!! I don't think we ever really had anything in common, I probably just talked about myself because of how selfish I am. I don't want to do that!! I wanna talk about things you like and I wanna joke around and stuff I don't know! I'm also scared though? I'm scared of a lot but very recently I was overwhelmed by this feeling that if i tried to push myself close to you again that we would fight.
it made me so sad. i am so sad because i love you and i love the good memories i have with you and i'm afraid that you'll disappear before we can make more good memories . idk maybe im just a stupid crazy crackhead who's overly sentimental but i cherish you sososo much
i want to keep you in my life as long as i can, i want to meet you someday!! i want to give you a hug with all of my strength !!

i got too emo to write anything properly and i keep talking about myself like always.
thank you for the times you've put up with me. thank you for your time that i've wasted just rambling to you aimlessly about nothing in particular. thank you!! for giving me such good memories that still make me smile or laugh!! thank you for helping me grow ! thank you for the times that you tried to include me and the times that you have spent with me
i love you!! i hope that you know that i still would do anything for you!!! it might be dumb but i will always always always think of you fondly
and i know i will because even now my heart is so full [and swole]